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Random Thoughts

May 11, 2008

 - I frequently wonder what I’m doing with my life. I’ve made a lot of dumb choices in the past and I see myself putting myself into situations now that aren’t wrong but may not be wise and that concerns me.

 - I got to go out with friends on Saturday night for the first time in probably over a month. It felt so good to socialize again and I’m hoping that as my job with ETSU comes to an end that I’ll get to do more of it.

 - I haven’t had the urge to write much here lately. I don’t know if I’m uninspired or just depressed.

 - I have a weird puddle of water on the carpet in my hall way. I know that maintenance needs to come and check it out but I really dread that.

 - I wore a dress to church today. First time I’ve been in a dress since I got married.

 - It makes me really sad when my cat cries. It’s very mournful and I don’t know why he’s so upset.

 - My parents are coming over to dinner on Saturday for the first time since I’ve moved into this apartment. I’m going to have to start cleaning by Wednesday at the latest.

 - I really want to lose 10 pounds. I really hate going to the CPA by myself. I’m going to have to figure something out.

 - I’m really glad that I only have one more semester of school left but I have no clue what I’m going to do with myself afterward.

 

Also would like to send out a special shout-out to my mother on Mother’s Day. Thank you mom for being so awesome these last few months. I know that none of it was easy for you but for the most part you maintained your cool and you were an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for overlooking my flaws, seeing my talents and not bitching when you saw my tattoos. Thank you for always encouraging me and for praying for me on a daily basis. I love you.

Additionally if you want to see my ex-hubby in a thoughtful, contemplative moment mash here.

7 comments

  1. - I got to go out with friends on Saturday night for the first time in probably over a month. It felt so good to socialize again and I’m hoping that as my job with ETSU comes to an end that I’ll get to do more of it.

    As long as you have a job you should be able to.

    - I haven’t had the urge to write much here lately. I don’t know if I’m uninspired or just depressed.

    Haven’t really cared about posting lately either.


  2. Well I hope that soon, all of your hopes materialize, and here’s to your Mom. Cheers LJ!!


  3. OMG You think cleaning up from Wednesday on is in time? LOL

    Glad you are socializing more and I am sure you’ll be able to do even more soon!


  4. Girl, you covered it all in one post. What do you mean your muse is gone?


  5. Life’s choices are never easy and the worst part of making them is not knowing until after if their the right ones.

    What tat’s do you have, can we see ?


  6. RE: “it felt so good to socialize again”

    See. You really don’t hate most people.

    RE: “It makes me really sad when my cat cries. It’s very mournful and I don’t know why he’s so upset.”

    This worries me. If an animal is crying the way you’re describing, it could very well indicate he’s in physical pain. Have you taken him to the vet?


  7. Hmmm…this was a sad little “randomness” post LJ. How about something upbeat like…oh.. I don’t know… you’ve got great boobies and men all over the world admired them recently? ;) xoxoxo

    OR — you are planning a trip to the Cat House in November and will have a FABULOUS time! :D


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