Never Again
March 30, 2008Went out with an old friend last night and got wasted.
What’s wrong with that you ask?
Well when you wake up at 4:30 in the morning in the parking lot of a church two towns away and you have no idea how you got there…well not so good.
Right now I’m so irritated with myself. I could have hurt someone or hurt myself. I could have been arrested for a DUI. Somehow by the grace of God none of that happened but it’s the simple fact that it could have.
Since me and Jim split up I’ve been drinking more on a regular basis and last night it got out of control. I’m really disappointed in myself for my behavior and I know that I’ve got to get my act together. Maybe getting through all of that without anything happening was a sign telling me I’ve got to get my shit together.
I’ve been there, I understand. Totaled my car one night after drinking and driving. Thankfully, no one (but the car) was hurt. Hell, no one but me was involved, anyway. Woke me the hell up, I can tell you that.
Designated drivers…that’s the way to go. Glad you’re OK.
Every drink has loneliness as a mixer. Here’s the thing: get lazier, and then you won’t even want to leave your house.
Oh no! Bad girl. That almost sounds naughty. Bad girl! Hmmmm….oh well I wanted to scold you. But apparently my mind is in the gutter again.
There’s nothing wrong with church parking lots. Trust me on this one. ;^)